I am sitting here at work (rehearsal, nothing really required of me)
And I just, calmly, cooly, re-worked X's division of joint property, agreed to his division of joint account (even tho most of the funds in there are mine!! whatever! not worth arguing about!!) and sent him an email with that information. Asked him to take his half the $ from the account so I can close it out. I just don't want to have that account in my life anymore.
Feeling absolutely cool. Even though I am jacked up on little sleep and much caffeine. (late nights work!)
Can't say that I won't scream and sob on the way home (I keep a dishtowel in the car now for the driving/crying--tissues just aren't enough!). But OK for the moment.
