I called h today because i needed to find out if he had the mortgage money, and also because the last time we talked i was angry and didn't want him to have that as the last memory of conversing with me. h asked me when i was getting the alarm for our house, and how i did with my class. He was very glad i did good. He sometimes had an arrogant attitude during the conversation, which always bothered me. he usually gets this attitude when he has been talking to this one friend of his that i dislike, because he is an arrogant, never married, policemen. No offense to policemen but sometimes they can have huge egos. He also seems to get angry alot. Maybe he's angry at himself for the problems he has caused. Although I know it was both of us who were at fault, but no excuse for infidelity..His anger also could be because of the big financial loss his business took. I said "why are you getting angry" and he said kind of nice" I don't want to argue". Whenever i try to end our calls he gets angry because he wants to continue talking. but i know it is good to keep it short and i end the call, not him. At the end of our 4 min conversation, he said in a caring voice "have a nice day, be careful.", like he use to. I know I shouldnt try to figure him out. I have to focus on my own life. I have to set a new goal since im done with the class now. I called the red cross and animal shelter to volunteer, but they didnt call me back yet.
