Friends, I am terrified.

I just gave WAH the biggest blow-off yet.

A shortish ' We will never be friends after what you've done and by continuing to harm your family and unborn child' sort of email.

Just when he expressed hopes we were starting to communicate better.

I feel very scared and in pain. I really feel like I have ended evertyhing between us.

I know sometimes the hardest things are the best things. And I cannot accept negotiating ANYTHING with him while he and OW are thriving.

I hope this puts the boot up him enough to really now feel scared with the pending birth. And OW must be freaking out about right now also.

Why of why is nothing making him budge?

I'm starting to think he really must have hated our M THAT MUCH. That's a killer.