OK, good. I feel better that you guys said that wasn't totally abnormal. Suddenly I was like, "OMG, I paid no attention to what was going on at all- so clueless- naive" but I feel a bit better now.

I know, P, about the next relationship. I don't know how I'll be. I want to be trusting, I really do. But I will probably be less trusting than I was before.

Ha ha, NM, good to know. I was thinking of wearing a sportsbra and then. . . I don't know, a skirt or something. Something that can just get out of the way. Yes, I will be wearing a hospital gown. . . so it sounds like I might turn out just like yours did!

P, a home birth? Wow! I think since my birthing class I've gotten more and more comfortable with the idea of an epidural. That transition period, oh boy. . .

And NM, yes, I guess so. I just don't even want to think about it; it doesn't matter right now. As someone said just a few posts ago (P maybe?), the most important thing is that he is def gone at this time.

That was a bunch of back and forth baby-WH. Hope it made sense. . . smile


me, 30
WH, 29
D born June 2010
M: July 2001
Bomb/S: 1/14/10
Done with it all.