Hope,
No, it's not confusing to those of us who have already traveled the road of mlc madness. He had a few moments of clarity and now he's right back up in the rabbit hole. When he's ready, he'll stick his head out again.


Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.