Thank you so much for all your help. I don't know why it is so hard to do what I know works. I do so well for days and then I mess up and it all goes down the drain. He also said that if I would have been like I was by not arguing with him and talking to him, then we wouldn't be where we are today as far as in crisis and getting close to divorcing or divorcing I should say. My response was I understand your thoughts and that is why I gave you the mediators number if you need to contact him in anyway. He didn't say anything after that the phone call ended on my end!!!
