affair busters, Mystik needs input!

[Mystik]

Abbey, back in the winter I had reached the point where I was letting go. And that's when he started to really talk about reconciling. Like he knew that I was starting to pull away and he didn't want me to. But then when he drew me back in, had me back wanting him he changed his mind and started with the yo-yo routine. So I know that I need to get back to that point where I'm ready and starting to let go. But I'm afraid that I won't get there again.