I agree with Faith - you need to let go and stop having these R convo's. Grieve...heal...you need to do this for you. It hurts no doubt but you will survive you just need to know that. There is no magic pill dear..none...you need to feel it and work thru it. Many of us are in the same sitch so do not feel like you are alone. As Faith said..keep yourself busy but also allow yourself time to cry to feel it.
You may feel hopeless..you need to fight this. You never know what the future holds but for now let go....let go.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
