Well I certainly got my butt kicked with the trainer last night. I had a great time and will be making the gym a regular part of my life.

I must say it was refreshing to have a conversation with someone other than my h and know that I am not retarted and Do know how to talk about things.....contrary to what my h says.

It is still upsetting to me that my h is living some sort of fantasy life while I live in reality and take care of everything.


M 35, husband 35
M 10
Limbo 9/2009-12/2010 he left for his moms and came home way to many times to count
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