Yesterday was a really bad day for me - the monsters were having a party in my head and making mountains of what are probably molehills. I hope. And I was also feeling those feelings of sadness about the way things have been. I have found that I do need to let myself feel that so I can move on. I certainly hope today is better.
I was just discouraged too just realizing my H's integrity/moral compass/whatever you want to call it is still skewed and NOT like the man I married and I don't really want this kind of man raising my children. I wonder if he will ever fix it.
