Reconnecting - Do they know?

[old theotherhalf]

And in the mean time I just ignore the calls like I did that night? So far he will not talk to me sober. And there is no reasoning with him drunk nor do I want to. Hell I don't even think I this point I want to R. If he comes out of this and is different than he is today than there's a good posibilty. But the way he is today, still. I don't want to be in OW shoes. Let her deal with him. She deserves him the way he is now.

It's just that I see signs of the "old" H but better. That is what is drawing my attention. That and I miss the bond that we had. Our friendship, our life.

I guess I'll put it back on the shelf and see what happens...