WAW and the law of attraction

[FormelyknownasF]

So a lot has happened even if it doesn't show in my stitch.

I can now see so many possibilities in my life that I didn't realize one or two months ago. Other women showing interest in me, job offers from other countries, I done things that I always wanted to do but never dared to, etc. And most importantly, I can now accept that I will be fine with the outcome whatever it is. I will be able to handle it just as I'm handling this now.

Still no word from her but you know what? I don't let that bother me anymore. Maybe she's just being respectful of my wishes (We'll talk when I'm ready) or maybe she just doesn't care anymore. Fine by me.

I told my wife we'll talk when I'm ready and everyday I can feel more and more that I am. It might not sound like I am to some of you, but that's how I feel. I'm ready to move on with or without her. Yes, I do love my wife but the person that I think I love hasn't given any signs that she still lives in this planet.

Next month will be my last in this apartment and I need to make a decision, whether I find a new place (I'll need to sign a 1 year contract) or we talk and see where things are. If things don't go well, my name is on the lease so I'm entitled to move back to the old apartment and ask her to move out. BF included.

This is where my MIND is right now. Please, don't take it as if I'm already acting on this. I'm asking for your opinions.

Thank you.