No, I didn't eat a lot after...took several hours before I felt l like getting anything major down. I did enjoy my well deserved wine!
Re: the WAH...I'll go read up on lalxx. My X started with OW in May. If I had to guess...he, in his heart, thought our life together was good, was great. Then...wow! a hyper sexual woman! (yes, our sex life was lacking, and yes, it was LD on my part) and suddenly, he realized..."life could be different."
I have to guess that there's more to it than sex by now, a whole year later. F**k, how is that possible? OW is smiling and loving--marking a YEAR anniversary with her wonderful man! She walked into VT and hit the gold mine. He's freaking supporting her! (well, I guess she has income from somewhere)
Oh, blah, getting all worked up...breathe.
There was nothing I could do, I guess. He was, and is, in the grip of the infatuation, and wanted nothing to do with me. I could smile, cry, run naked through the streets--I don't think he would have noticed.
Crap. And now there's daily "coming by to pack things up" Death by a thousand cuts. Good thing I got all his personal stuff out of the house! Should have hired a professional mover to get all the tools, etc, out.
More later--rehearsal is over--have to pay attention!
