Thank you all for your well wishes and thoughts. They mean a lot to me..

So, I wonder at times if my life is just a gag reel for a cosmic joker somewhere, but I digress..

Today was an textbook exercise in mindfulness..

The adversary shows up to pickup d9 and I get the 'look of satisfaction' from her at my predicament as she drives up. Well, thanks for that.. She picks up the d9 and splits without a second glance back...

Couple hours later, I have car #2 at shop, and now have a rental for the week.

Just let the emotions flow, sad, anger, frustration, etc, and let them go by, and I am doing ok after, so this stuff works I guess. smile

If I am being made to pay penance for the sins of my relationships, I feel that I at least have to be making progress on the whomever holds that list..

Things could be worse, and I'll get through this, as I always do, just trying to make light of the situation, somehow... smile


M: 41
STBXW: 41
D: 9
Bomb: 4/26/09

On board the D train now..

"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."