Thank you all for your well wishes and thoughts. They mean a lot to me..
So, I wonder at times if my life is just a gag reel for a cosmic joker somewhere, but I digress..
Today was an textbook exercise in mindfulness..
The adversary shows up to pickup d9 and I get the 'look of satisfaction' from her at my predicament as she drives up. Well, thanks for that.. She picks up the d9 and splits without a second glance back...
Couple hours later, I have car #2 at shop, and now have a rental for the week.
Just let the emotions flow, sad, anger, frustration, etc, and let them go by, and I am doing ok after, so this stuff works I guess.
If I am being made to pay penance for the sins of my relationships, I feel that I at least have to be making progress on the whomever holds that list..
Things could be worse, and I'll get through this, as I always do, just trying to make light of the situation, somehow...
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."