I'm finding it good to be here alone. I can play music as loud as I want, and the piano with the office doors open, and as loud as I want. Somehow I just realized, I now can have jam sessions here now!
Its still odd. Six months ago, I never would have considered divorce.
Yesterday, D17 asked me is she could ask me a "funny buy serious question". Of course, I said yes; I was very curious.... She wanted to know how many women "hit" on me, since I took off my ring.
I answered truthfully. I told that a few had been interested, but I wasn't remotely ready for a relationship now, and that I was still married even though me and her mom were very separated. She told me she just wants me to end up happy. It was very touching, but I hate that she is so worried about me. It tells me that I need to project a much more positive attitude around her!
And I worry about them too. So, there's another benefit of my time by myself. I can let mom worry this week. And she seems to be doing very well with the not-drinking. I'm sure the kids will let me know if it's otherwise.
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