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[awest1217]

Yeah, but this is the first summer in 5 years that I get to enjoy the summer vacation. The first summer I was teaching summer school. The next few I took summer classes to keep up my license. Last summer I spent pretty much every day sad, depressed, and just it a funk all the time. This year...I will have fun!

On a bad note, I did have a wave of sadness/anger tonight. I was making dinner for S, brother, SIL, nephew and myself (my SIL is in charge of this community resale and I knew they would be pressed to make dinner so I did it for them ) when I went to get the table ready and looked at H and my wedding picture (my favorite one with us about to kiss and smiling ear to ear). I got so sad because I thought where did that all go. Then I got mad because who throws away a marriage and family for a "friend". A little set-back probably because I was making breakfast for dinner and I know H loves that stuff plus seeing the pic...it just brought back a lot of memories.

I am ok now. No word from H since Friday when we saw him at his parents since MIL invited us for pizza. I forgot to put on here what S said on the way home from the in-laws.
S - Mom why is daddy staying at Grandma's?
Me - Because that is where daddy lives
S - No daddy lives at his house
Me - No daddy lives at grandma's house because his house got sold to someone else
S - Why?
Me - I just told you
S - because daddy doesn't like OW anymore

I just laughed...how children know... I haven't brought up OW to S in months, probably since fall, but he associates H's "house" with OW living there.