well W is going to make a decision soon on where we head. She knows I still love her and that giving each other our best and then deciding if it is enough would be my first option. She also knows that I refuse to be 2nd choice and that i'm not waiting around to see if her and her affair partner work out. She has all my criteria down for what i need in order to try and reconcile, but she also knows that their is no pressure either way. We shall see what the future looks like very shortly.
