She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[tbart01]

Well the weekend is over and I'm back home with the kids, and confused as hell.

We hung out all weekend as a family and it was her idea. Things were great and even she text and commented to me how well things went. However, at the end of every day we went our separate ways. We can spend the days together, but not the night.

She said sher needs a chance to process how well the weekend went, and she might not be able to do it this week. She wants to come over after work tonight so her and I can do bills, and then Wednesday during my C appointment.

She told me that everytime we talk it makes her feel better and she likes the progress. She told me the other day that she wants to just kiss me sometimes or come home and put things behind us. She also said that the time frame for us to be under the same roof or date isn't as long as I'm envisioning. She said it could be tomorrow or weeks.

I told her that I thought our old marriage was dead, and that the only for us to be together again is to rebuild and make things better than they were before. I told her I wanted pieces of our old marriage, but I want it improved.

She says she doesn't want to rush things, but I feel that they are going in slow motion. She wants to get to know each other again. I told her that we know each other, 17 1/2 years together will do that, but that we've both made changes that we need to get to know.

All in all we're making baby steps in the right direction, but it's still frustrating the heck out of me. If things are going so well then why can't we stay in our home together, separate bedrooms of course?

She also told me that she wants me to pick a MC for us in the next two weeks.