These bombs just don't ever hit with less damage. I just feel deflated even though I know this is what I HAVE to do and it's just part of the process but all kinds of thoughts come rushing in like imagining STBXW as some alien laughing away and planning her second marriage etc.
I'm in the midddle of an important project at work and I just can't concentrate. Keep wanting to be with DD or just with someone!
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
