BBJ don't beat yourself up... I really think that Nathan knows the truth already in his little heart. What he is looking for is for you to be honest with him so he knows he can trust you.
be as gentle as you can... but be honest with him or he will see right through you. Tell him you were hoping it would turn out different... explain that you are also hurt but tell him the truth. I wish I had learned that lesson when my boys were Nathan's age... instead by trying to protect them I damaged their trust in me.
You all are in my prayers.
and btw F Dan!!!!
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011
