I am sad this morning. I'm sure at least part of it is because I am running on very little sleep due to insomnia last night due to THNKING too much. Wish I knew how to shut that off!
It has been an interesting week with some things happening around here that seem to be positive steps in MY direction, a couple even I think could count as wow moments. However, then yesterday happened and while nothing particularly earth shattering, it was just a reminder that MLC ick is still clearly there. Par for the course I guess.
It seems like little tiny pieces of bricks here and there in both of our walls are coming down (though I am clearly very afraid to take mine down at all - don't need to be hurt any more) but I wish it was more like a jenga move - take out the right brick and the whole wall comes down.
I have noticed now that my H is opening up a bit more about his life/plans/etc. and I respond with questions, and I am talking about small talk kind of quesions - nothing like interrogation, after one or two he starts to clam up. I need to remember to not do that, or be careful about it . I guess he still feels the need to keep me shut out.
