my wife has at least been talking to me lately, we work at the same place and still are in the house together, mainly because it's so expensive here neither one of us can really leave.
In my mind I've been db'ing and have had some setbacks here and there, but I notice she seems to come back around and then will get angry and quiet again. She is on medication and it it an antidepressant that was prescribed by a physician..and I don't think she has anybody "checking up" on the level or anything. She pushed me this weekend to do work on our house, I used to love working on the house but in the back of my mind I feel like I'm being manipulated to fix the house so it will sell when she's ready. My back hurt pretty bad but I was a good boy. She asked me about the roof this morning and then a few minutes later started crying and wouldn't tell me why so I have that sick feeling back...women crying tears that aren't tears of joy can't be a good thing. My 3 year old is openly campaigning for all 3 of us to be in the car together. I feel really bad that he can feel this thing and obviously it's on his mind. We have nearly had an in house separation..she does things with the kid, then I do, but rarely together. we went somewhere in teh car together a few days ago and my little boy got very excited and made a big deal that mommy and daddy were together with him. Just from his reaction she can no longer deny that it's been on his poor little mind. I just wanted him to have a nice family life and not have to deal with any of this stuff. I already feel like I'm failing as a father. There's no way a kid can go through this and not be affected deep down.
