FM, just trying to channel that anger in a positive and not destructive direction.
Yes, right now, the overriding feeling is anger. Anger at the whole sitch and what it has devolved into. I know some of it is my fault with the way I have handled certain things. Maybe we are beyond saving. I hope not, but it feels like I don't care. If I understand detachment, I guess that's not really a bad place to be.
I continue to live for myself and my kids. Mostly my kids. They will miss out on so much. They will have to grow up faster than they should. I hate what this will do to them!
