Gardener, you and me both! But think of how much progress we have made. It used to be we were at the bottom all the time...and slowly now its only once in a while. Maybe its just like recharging a battery a bit. That good cry cleared my head a bit. I also caught up with a friend I had lost touch with about 10 years ago so that helped too. So I think as tough as this has been, we are on the mend and eventually that roller coaster will be history...


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..