Well here I am now. Moved over from DBD

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No she does not respect me and I do not want to be with her anymore. Or at least not the person she is now. And yes I am in love with the old her. Even if she came back to me asking for forgiveness, I would always wonder who she really loved.
Somewhere out there is a better mate for me who can appreciate me and respect me.

That is why I moved here. She broke my deal-breaker with her affair and that is when I stopped DBing and having hope for reconciliation.

The only reason I am still here in this forum is to help me heal and to help others if I can. And to vent occasionally.

Since I have zero contact with her now there should be little reason to post about her. I need to get her and her affair out of my mind. Hard to do at this point. This haunts even my dreams now.