Thank you so much for posting to me & I know you are both so right!!! And, I'm really trying!! I really am but this just threw me back. There would be no way that I could contact my ex b/c this ow blocks everything. I'm just trying to move forward, I haven't waited on him but I guess in the back of my mind I always thought he would come back, b/c of the love we had for each other.
I know he has been brainwashed, his best friend has been with him & told me that. I resent the fact that you said I was not being Christian about feeling sorry for the baby, I am proud when a baby doesn't have to live in an orphange but to be raised by this woman is not the life I would want for a baby. She is a sociopath, passive aggressive, steals other's husbands & my husband is not the first. I've seen her other kids, not good examples. I would hope that she will be a better parent this time around but she is getting older & the older you get the mental problems get worse. I hope my ex will be a good dad & the child will have a little sense of normal, but then again he is in this mess too.
All the pictures are put away & I don't look at them. Vacation pictures & things are in albums but I never pull them out.
This was just a set back for me & I'm doing ok. I guess I just needed to get on here & vent a little bit.
