My Heart is Breaking #14

[old theotherhalf]

nlt,
Sadly for you, Ali is 100% spot on. Take it from someone that back 2-3 years ago was totally in your shoes. I too would not take no for an answer. I too would not take the wonderful advise from those wiser than me. I kept on plugging away so sure that there was still hope for my M. That our love would see us through and we would one day R. Well after more heartache than anyone ever should have to go through, I realized I was wrong and my M was really over. I and everyone that knew us was so convinced that there was not another couple out there that belonged together more that H and I. And maybe that was true once apon a time. But MLC and OW was the very end of that fairy tale. I had to finally accept that and figure out a new life for myself. And I am still working on that. I can look back now though and no longer blame H for all that I went through I know now that if I would have just accepted life on life's terms I would have saved myself, my EX, and my girls so much greif and heartache. And myslelf a criminal record. I tortured myelf. put myself through hell. And in the end it was for nothing. My M had ended April 19, 2007 and I should have accepted.

Please please nlt, accpet and find your way in the new life that God has chosen for you. Please do not let this man (and he is just a man) and the life he has chosen destroy what's left of yours. Find your feet and what really makes you happy. Make the most of every moment and learn to enjoy life again. You never know how much time you have so please please accept life and move on.
Luv, TOH