Oh forward I hear you my friend, whatever happens it is still all my fault, I have told son he must handle this his own way, Only yesterday I thought to myself, "you know what I am done, I am so tired of all this, I just want to get on with my life and let son get on with his, we have survived for 5 years alone now, it has been hard very hard" it seems that ex hasnt learnt anything from any of this regards his son and it also appears ex is stuck in the tunnel or has accepted that this is the way to go, just wish he would stop messing with sons head, wot a waste of a good man, he was the best, but from what I hear now he is still the complete opposite of that man, so obviously enjoys his turnaround and looking like he will never come out of the mlc, oh well I have a life to live and it doesnt revolve around assholes, x
