I understand that. I even left out that previously she didn't even want me to touch her. And when we parted today, she initiated a hug I had no intention of giving.
The point is I've made all the changes. I'm looking, feeling, and I *am* better than before. She is now responding positively to the changes, but here's the thing.... I've moved on. It's too late. ILYBNILWY.
I keep erasing the next part, because, no matter how I word it, it comes off as nasty. So I'll just leave it as, she doesn't deserve the changes and rediscovery I've made. She will have to learn to live with disappointment, because someone else benefits from those changes.
