Seeking answers, thank you so much for complimenting me on how I handled my sitch, I don't feel like I did very well! It has been by far one of the hardest things I have ever been thru. If you would have told me 3 years ago, that I would be divorced, my ex would be in Laos with a woman he didn't really know & now they have a baby, I would have thought that would be the craziest thing, that someone was making it up, that it was a movie script! Unbelievable!
I know I have to let go, I'm trying, I really am!! But he is my family, I spent 18 years with him, dating & married & just thought we would grow old together. All these pictures we have are of our life, my life! Now he is gone. It is worse than death. There are things that I've done in the house sometimes I think, I can't wait for him to see what I've done. Just little things like that, I know I've got to stop it but it's just so hard.
Snodderly, you are right, once again another bombshell! It just hurts. I know God has a plan for me, I will be glad when I know what that plan is, but I also know He does it in His own time & I am trying very hard to be patient, not something I'm very good at but I'm trying.
I did read on the internet that it is not that easy to adopt in Laos unless you know someone or pay someone a lot of money & to get them to register for a US citizen, which they are going to do later on this year, they have to also go by US adoption laws. I just don't understand how someone that has been married as many times has this woman has, how they can allow them to adopt & at their age too. Age was a problem for me & my ex when we were trying & we were in our early 40's. I just wonder if this was done illegally. I guess they knew someone.
Well, enough venting for tonight. Thank you all so much for letting me get on here & vent!!
