I guess I just need help with how to control getting angry with my H when I am around him? At times I feel very good about everything and no matter how it turns out I will be totally ok, then there are times that I feel like I will not be able to make it if we don't stay married. H has also told his mom, brother, cousins, friends that we were divorcing so that makes me feel that the future may not be great for our marriage. Especially since his cousin he told our friendship has been non existant for almost 9 months and she doesn't really care for me and neither does her H. So I am sure they are giving him some great ideas on how to get out as soon as he can. I don't know just help with everything I guess, thank you!
