is my WAH in an MLC (need some experts!)?

[pandora]

thanks everyone...it's so hard. i backslid big time today, talked about relationship, cried so much, and what not. oh well. i'll try again tomorrow to just leave things be.

i just keep thinking why did this all happen? then i have to remind myself he is in an MLC and a warped reality. but emotionally, god, it's so hard. i mean for the LBS, it's so much pain, confusion, loss of confidence, you probably know what i'm talking about.

i do wish most of the time that this wasn't happening...that things were different...but i guess life never turns out the way we expect, does it?