Friday's happenings were written about already. Yesterday, I got some things done and decided to go to a concert with friends. There was NC with H all day (which WAS good). When I got home around 1:15am, I found that one of our dogs had passed while I was out. (She's been sick with heart problems for months but has seemed so much better for a couple weeks.) Needless to say, I had to text H to figure out what he wanted to do with her. (Bury her, where to bury her, cremate her, etc., and what I should do with her for the night.) H gave suggestions as to what to do with her overnight and said we'd talk in the am. When H called this morning, S12 decided he wanted to bury her but not at home just in case we have to sell the house. He wanted her buried at my parents' house and to have H help up bury her. H came over (kids went to my parents' house after church) and we put her in his truck together. When he was here, he acted very odd. I got the impression that there was something he wanted to say or do but didn't bring himself to do so. (I don't know why I try to figure him out though. Seems I can't trust my gut when it comes to H right now.) He kinda "loitered" around the house. Asked if he could get some free weights, I ok'd it, helped him get them, he was very polite and considerate of my safety and cleanliness while moving big, heavy stuff out of the way (stuff I'd usually move on my own and he'd not think twice about helping me), asked me for heartburn medicine and stayed standing just outside of bedroom door while I got them. It was all very wierd. After burying our dog, we all cried, each of us held our children, and I thanked him for burying her and agreeing to come to my parents' home to do so.
Anyway, to add to my ridiculous sadness, my dog died last night and after telling H Friday (more than once) that I couldn't bear to see him or talk to him because it hurt too much, I ended up texting him Fri night, Sat night, had to see him today (by ourselves for a little while, and like I said, he acted wierd), and will have to see him tomorrow and Tues night for baseball games. Really sounds like I meant what I said Friday, huh?
