WAH in MLC with PA

[DiamondGirl]

I'm having a real crisis of faith in my self and life right now..

I feel as if I've failed in my marriage and life and that I put my love and faith in someone who may have been the wrong choice. I thought my marriage was one of the strong ones.... That it was worth all the sacrifices I made throughout... That at some point things would work out...

If I was so wrong about that, and was so leavable, then how can I be right about me being strong enough for my children? How can I trust any decisions I make from now on? I may have made so many wrong turns that there is no path to happiness out of this tangled mess...

I feel so alone and left behind and scared and not worth sticking around for...replaceable...

I don't think anything will ever feel like it will be okay...