WAW Using God II

[pigskin]

Going to try to meet with a lawyer this week to review the divorce process and what to expect. A friend of mine has a lawyer buddy who recently got divorced, so I'm looking to get a list of potential lawyers to screen from him.

My W's apartment lease is up at the end of next month, but I see no end in sight to her EA. Yesterday W took our kids to a museum with the OM, his kids, and a couple of my W's friends from her prior workplace. She is making no effort to break anything off, and my patience is ebbing.

Strange how something so incomprehensible to me (filing for divorce) has slowly become more like a desired option. Perhaps that is God working through my feelings, as my pastor noted sometimes happens.

Still not at the point of pulling the trigger, but I am definitely putting a bullet in the chamber. I just don't see the point in continuing on like we are. The EA is 13 months old and nothing has changed. Our existence now is really no different than it would be if we were divorced, except for the fact that I could move on with my life.

So I'm looking to see what a lawyer will tell me. Then I'll set a date to make a decision.