We had a nice weekend, I didnt get to attack fb2 because ...he did!! LOL
Still sex is an issue. He has this idea of me being...reserved because I was but guess what? Not anymore!! Truth is I am seeing him more as an "object", our love making is sex still not making love which is not great but feels great anyway... I am patient. I think when we connect more, we will get down to some serious love making. Sex is fine for now
We went to a christening, one of his friends at work had invited us. I looked great and got a lot of compliments. I felt good. We looked like a nice little family. The scars are not visible to others...
H was in a good mood through out the weekend. And I followed fm's advice today and flirted with him.
My hair still looks like chit but it is growing - sigh!! I am thinking of arranging a night at a spa hotel this week, Friday. My dad has his last chemo though so, we'll see if that will work out.
flo, we never had fights over money. Because I was always paying my expenses and part of the house expenses, I am being more of a wife now and letting him pay more, funny thing is he enjoys it more. K
Truth is I am seeing him more as an "object", our love making is sex still not making love which is not great but feels great anyway... I am patient. I think when we connect more, we will get down to some serious love making. Sex is fine for now 
