Very low weekend. W is locked in her apartment, in a major depression. I am letting her be, not trying to contact her, as much as I want to.

Beginning to feel what being D is going to feel like. How do you folks manage to hold onto hope, when it feels like all is lost?

H 51, W 46
no kids
T 22 years
M 17 years
ILBNILWY 2/10
1st D talk 6/10
partial recovery
W files D 5/11
long distance separation 8/11
moving forward on D 10/11
legal separation complete 1/2012