This weekend has been a tough one, but I have handled the problems the best I ever have. I do not argue or get mad. I simply state my point and move on. Wife has been wearing her wedding ring again since she did not wear it on Friday. She keeps asking about MC and if I contacted him.

She does have a new debit card. I wonder if she is putting some of her pay on it, or if the money comes from her parents or the OM. I guess I will never know. I did not ask. I just distance myself from her and the A. She is more and more rude and negative to me, but I have just been acting like it is no problem. She did not like what I cooked yesterday, and asked why I bought what I bought and so on. I simply told her if she does not want to eat it, she doesn't have to. I went on with my night and did not argue.

I do not know what will happen with our R and I try to not worry about it continue to follow the advice I have been given by everyone here. It has helped me to deal with my sitch better. I know I still have a long ways to go in what I will decide for my M, and I do not know what the future will bring. I guess I have to live with the unknown for now.

I am doing better at doing what I need for myself the last couple of day.


ME-41 W-33 M-8 D-8 S-4 D 5/17/2010
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