And I agree with 1000ships. It's one thing to give voice to your frustration and pain, it's another thing to wallow in it. That will get you nowhere.
You are angry at your husband for abandoning you and your son, but what are you doing for your son? His father is gone and his mother is falling to pieces. He needs a parent that will be there for him.
Me: 44, Wife: 39 M: 17 years T: 20 years Bomb on 08/25/09 1/13/10: MC started 1/28/10, 2/8/10: More bombs 8/28/10: Wife moved out No talk of D, no movement