still separated, in limbo, still hopeful

[newmama]

I had a super fun night!!!! Went down to visit my girlfriend and thought we would just "hang" with her H and kids...turned out she was in the mood to go out to dinner, and just the 2 of us got to go to a French restaurant! Pretty yummy-had asparagus salad with a deep fried egg and prosciutto-AWESOME. Then had duck confit ontop of lentils- all right. Then had a cocktail with absinthye in it! STRONG-was going to have 2 before I ordered and it turned out 1 was plenty!

So then my friend says she is in the mood to stay out later and we should go sing karaoke because that is what we were going to do a month ago but never did- she has never done it and she loves to sing!

We arranged the details and found a place and sang the following songs:
1) Time After Time
2) For the Longest Time (SUCKED---oh well)
3) Dead or Alive
4)Love Shack- THE BEST!!! people came and joined us on the floor, dancing away

We just had a blast and laughed until she told me that her little girl cried and cried and cried when she had to tell her about WH leaving.(she hadn't told me this before- she said her little girl said she loved WH and so it broke her heart. My friend told her that he didn't want to be married anymore and that he divorced me. It was easiest since she was only 8 at the time.) It made me cry. But then we had another round of beer and sang another song!

Then we were up bright and early at 7 a.m. thanks to kids lol! Yes I am a little hung over but in a good mood- it was worth it!

S is cranky and not feeling well. WH dropped him off, fed him lunch and helped me while I looked in S' ears with my otoscope but it is so hard to tell what you are looking at. (I am obsessive about ear infections-what is wrong with me?) It was funny because we were practically sitting on each others laps, hands over hands, faces close to each other-would he let me kiss him? J/K! But if I wanted to be close to him I guess all I have to do is ask for help checking S' ears!

Now S is sleeping and then we are meeting with some other friends of mine and their niece and nephew. Busy times and I love it!