Ah Romeo, it is so hard especially when this is so new to you! When STBX is nice, it feels like everything is good, you wonder "why aren't we still together", most understandably. I still get those thoughts sometimes. But, just remember that those "nice" moments are just that and those are about 1% of the total experience. My advise is to enjoy those nice times, thank the Lord that you two can still have them (many couples can't even be nice to each other), then let them go. My STBX and I still go to all the kids events together, it's part of being a family, in whatever form that may be now. You are still parents and DD is still your daughter. Really try to be OK with that when possible. But again, this is all pretty fresh for you so I can understand you having some feelings about having to see her tomorrow. Hang in there, you'll make it!
