how do i keep my hope alive?

[trytryagain]

had a good cry this afternoon...for no real reason. still haven't talked to my H, was just really missing him today. instead of sitting through it alone, though, i called my sister and just cried on the phone to her until i was done. felt good to get it out and not feel alone.

my heart is heavy today, but...one foot in front of the other. soldiering on.