Feeling pretty low. The revelation that my W is in contact with the OM and has been for 3 weeks while she was asking me for a D has hit pretty hard. Says she needed a friend. Yeah, right.

She still has not filed for D. Says she can't pick up the phone. She is very depressed. She may come to a MC session with me this week, but I think more for closure than saving the marriage. I can't figure out where her head is, and I am not sure she knows.

I am trying not to fall into a major funk. Trying to GAL, but doing a really bad job. I need some positive news - everything has been negative for months. Very much feel like giving up. Very bad head space.


H 51, W 46
no kids
T 22 years
M 17 years
ILBNILWY 2/10
1st D talk 6/10
partial recovery
W files D 5/11
long distance separation 8/11
moving forward on D 10/11
legal separation complete 1/2012