he called me to day again...didnt call him.

Said he was going to get a new camero..(secretly I think this would be awesome For ME lol) ...anyway like there arent enough bills already..and he has been tanning and working out these past three weeks...and he booked a cabin vacation for next month for him to be "by himself" to get a "break from the kids" for a week.

is he ever going to be honest? or does he still not "get" what he is doing...
I will just have to sit and watch whatever path he is on.
Im need to concentrate on mine...and doing for the kids.

I didnt feel as affected as I thought I would when he told me these things. I hate that I have to feel like I dont care whats going on...but thats the only way to deal with all this right now.
I dont like knowing that I am developing a hardend heart.. it doesnt seem natural for me not to be interested or concerned or a little po


M 36/ H 40
4 children
HMLC= 5/2009
sign d 3/2010 (to be final 6/10)
m16yrs/17yrs in Sept

resource for me:
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1964990&page=1