Time for darkness.... (thread number 3)ears open

[james217]

How does this make sense?
"she's getting pissed because I'm not talking to her. Plus the other day I told her I don't think she's left OM alone."

Man, I know you are hurting. We can all see that. We have all been there and many of us still are. You have to help yourself. IMO, you are doing most of the damage here to yourself.

I won't continue to beat you over the head. No contact means NO CONTACT. Make yourself do it and see how you feel after 48hrs. Then shoot for a week. It would do wonders if you would only have the self dicipline to do it. You have to do it for you own sanity.

Be strong. We all know it's the hardest thing you've ever had to do. STOP HALF-A$$ TRYING AND DO IT!!!

im not talking to her. she's texting and calling and emailing. i haven't said a word since yesterday morning. I didn't even wish her happy bday.

now i've ruined it cause I won't talk to her or whatever else she can say.

*bows head* *pulls out his black and his few gray hairs*

Silence is golden. I'm going to look at some of these resources on here and then read my bible til I fall asleep