I dream up all these ways of getting her back. Yeah, they're passive agressive ways, but I don't follow through. Other than my R talks (stop it Fixer) I write down what happens. Some of the R talks I write down. If I bottle in my thoughts I have to find a way to release my frustration.
I understand you don't know who I am. What I write is who I am. I try to be honest and since I'm not a good writer thorough enough to get my point across.
