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idontunderstand,

I read my older post and feel the same way. I was a total mess. I still am but just not as bad.

This is why being here is good for us to better ourself, and I have definitely seen the changes in you. You are doing great at dealing with your very difficult sitch. Also it is amazing the ups and downs that the WAS have like we do. I feel my ups and downs usually relate to hers. I wonder what their ups and downs relate to.

I don't think you should be embarrassed by your older posts. You have come along and that should make you feel good about yourself.

You also had a good day with your W, and that is something to be thankful for. It is the little things that will keep you keep you positive no matter what happens.

Take care of yourself!