It's good she's still at home. Try to remain positive and upbeat.
Yes, it is good she is at home. I really do not think she wants to leave, I think my behavior got to be intollerable. I can see that now. But it did get me to change my life to what I want it to be. I think her problem now is that she can't let go of the past. Not just with me but a lot of things. That will eat her alive becasue that is the problem I had when I became depressed. The other problem is that she does not trust my changes yet. She is still waiting for me to go back to what I was like before. So I guess time shall heal all wounds. A few times in our history I have told her I was going to change and I did for a while, but I never learned to deal with my problems. With the help of IC and DR, I have changed my life. So it will take consistency for her to believe I changed. I just hope she does not wait too long. I love her, but I need to be loved too.
