For the first time in my life I feel like an ADULT. Am I a little worried about the impact this will have on my life? Yes.
Ya know...when I came here several months ago - i did not think I was going to make it. I now know that I will.
It is empowering to look back at your former self and see the child you were and the man you've become!
It reminds me of Corinthians I "When I was a child I spoke as child, I acted as a child, I reasoned as a child, when I became a man I put away my childish things" I paraphrase but great wisdom.
It is a bit scary too I get it. You will never look at the world the same way again.
Eric I am inspired by you too my friend. The man I see here can handle ANYTHING.
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
Learning about the new me is interesting I feel so different yet I still am confused over why I feel certain things. As True pointed out, I feel like I am looking at things very differently. Is this normal. Does this type of change just "happen". Why are things so much clearer now I wonder? Maybe I finally have learned from all of my damn mistakes. Who knows.
Has anyone else ever had this type of "swtich" turned on?
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
Recieved my first email from my L today. WOW - this is really happening. It sad. Damn did I make a ton of mistakes. Remain focused and steadfast on handling this situation with digity and class.
Had a great weekend with the kids. My D9 actually caught 5 catfish this weekend. She was so excited.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
that must have hurt. glad you're staying focused and don't beat yourself up over "mistakes." i mean, seriously, after showing so much love and patience, can we not have a few off times? we're not saints after all.
Thanks Pandora - I just posted on your thread. I am touched that with everything going on you took the time to post to me. Just goes to show the type of person you are. Keep your head up. Luckily for me, I've found a great support system.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
glad you're staying focused and don't beat yourself up over "mistakes." i mean, seriously, after showing so much love and patience, can we not have a few off times? we're not saints after all. 