Time for darkness.... (thread number 3)ears open

[james217]

I am still N.C. not even a happy bday wish she still asking if I want to see her tommorrow and is trying to work the job with me. *shrugs*

I think rob and you guys are really right I need to let this situation go. I've let her control everything. Yes I'm getting time with her but it's on her terms.

If I don't put an end to it permanetly there is no hope whatsoever. even if she's not taking the meds or getting the antidepressants something has to give.

im going to end it and step back and do total n.c cause this aint working